kenapa saya pilih awak tp bukan dia??

hye encik pumpkin...knp sy pilih awak bukan dia sebab ALLAH dah detik kan kat aty sy perasaan cinta dan syg kat awak..even at first stage like i'm only love you and then ALLAH opened your heart to accept me ...mase first awak ckp macam 2..yg awak syg n cinta sy lepas kita abes spm..sy rasa mcm bodoh..mcm perempuan murahan sebab ape..sebab sy menyintai dan sy kapel ngan owg yg tak suka sy lagi,blom cintakan sy..tp sy masih mampu menerima awak dan sy tak melenting sebab sy malu kat awak....ALHAMDULILAH awak semakin syg kan sy..smpai ade mase org sekeliling suruh sy tinggalkan awak..sebab mereka rasa yg awak mempermainkan sy..tp sy hnya nmpak yg positif pasal awak...sy tolak tepi sume kata2 org lain sbab sy percaya kan awak..sy tak penah pecayakan kata2 org lain..even dgr yg buruk pasal awak pon sy diamkan..yg penting hati awak sy jaga..then..skarang kita masih lagi bersama...da sy mula memahami perangai awak dan saya terima sume kekurangan awak...kita berjaya melanjutkan pelajaran..tp awak sngt bernasib baik dan bertuah smbung apa yg awak belajar mase di sekolah..tp sy ta layak untuk smbung apa yg sy ambil mse di sekolah dan sy perlu belajar dari bawah untuk pahamkan bnda baru...apepon sy akan tetap berusaha untuk masa depan kita..sebab sy tahu takkan ada sesiapa yg mengubah hidup kita diri kita melainkan diri kita sendiri kan wak...saya cuba untuk bankit even sy da terkandas,walaupun semangat sy hnye tingal 10 peratus sahaja...tp sy da berjnji dgn diri sy yg mulai detik dan saat ini no matter what happened to me i'll do the best even i need to scarified my love...it's my word...dan sy percaya kalau ini memang jdoh kita...jdoh yg kita bina atas redha ALLAH dan keluarga kita ia akn jd senang...mulai saat ini sy takkan kongkong hidup awak lg...kita fokus pada tujuan asal kita mse spm..sy tanak awak kne marah dgn mak awak sebab awk kene repeat..

salam,ini prtama kali aq menulis blog nie..itu pon kne pkse dgn cik nur sakinah,ehehehe..kalo x mang aq x usik lngsng blog nie... bab2 cmnie aq mang malas sbb aq x de idea nk tulis ape dn seblum nie aq mang xde bnde2 cmnie..terciptanya bnde nie pown disbbkn cik nur sakinah..yg beriye2 nk wat utk ktwong berdua..ehehehe...tp kalo ade blog nie best gak..kalo aq bsan2 bleyh la aq merapu2 kat blog nie..hahaha,,,k lar aq brhnti smpai cni sje lar..kalo aq rajin aq smbunk agy ea..wslam..

you're gone...

you were young, you were bright,you were beautiful,
you were everything anyone could want from a child
you were not supposed to leave this world that way
you were not supposed to leave this world that day

you would scribble (sp?) down the lyrics in your favorite song,
on your notebook, in school, when your days were long
and it ment so much for me to know
that you ment so much you'll never know


you're gone and we all miss you,
listen to these songs, you're alive in every one.
are you smiling down? are you still singing?
were you with us all along? do you like what we've become?


did I meet you in the crowd at one of our shows
did I see you in the faces that all come and go
did I ever take the time to just say thanks
was I to caught up in my life to ask you your name

the truth is that this life is that we're all in it together
that's what you said to me in all your pictures and your letters
somehow I believe that you would make me better
in my heart I know you're gonna live forever


you're gone and we all miss you,
listen to these songs, you're alive in every one.
are you smiling down? are you still singing?
were you with us all along? do you like what we've become?


are you smiling down? are you still singing?
every day that passes by, we celebrate your life
can you hear us now? Do you hear us singing?
Every song that’s in our lives I know we'll never be apart

akhirnye...

dear,

encik pumpkin walaupon mase sy menyiapkan blog ny awk marah kat sy..sebab sy ta jge mse tidow sy,sy taw encik pumpkin ambil berat sal sy n tak mahu sy jatuh sakit..tp...'maafkan sy mengingkarinye sebab sy da terbiasa..sy harap blog ny akn jd saksi kisah kita encik pumpkins..sy langsong ta terasa dengan teguran awk encik pumpkin..sy akan jd kan blog ny jurnal kisah kita...

i love u in my deep heart..

forever will...

INSYAALLAH